Episode 386 : Unsent

Dear S,
I liked you a lot
I know I am the last person you want to hear from, and I respect that
I would like you to know that if I could go back in time
And change how things ended between us, I would
And I do not know what else to say

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Dear M,
You were plenty self-destructive for my taste at the time
But I was sure I could pull you out of the mess you were in
The truth is whenever I hear your name
Your face comes up with a vengeance
Like it was yesterday

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Dear P,
You are the stuff crushes are made of
Easy to talk to, easy to fall in love with
I didn't think you would just drop me like a hot potato
And not look back after I told you that I think I am in love with you
It is close to 2 decades and I know you have your priorities in life as do I
But it is not easy to forget the hurt you put me through and pretend it is alright
When you have been curious about my life and greet me cheerily on social media
I am always dreaming of a chance I could hurt you the same way
But I know it will never happen

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Dear T,
We were together during a very tumultuous time in both our lives
The long distance thing was not the easiest
And I think that we did as well as we could
I realize we won't be able to talk for some time
But I guess I will always be curious about you
About your career, and your whereabouts

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