Episode 84 : Mehfuz
Tu jo thaane usse kar dikha de haan
Tujhko roke usse tu mita de haan
Aasmaan se zameen tere ho ke rahi, sohneya
Haar na maan na
Come on now, dream again
Keep the faith and live again
Oye chak de
Oye hass de
Jee ke dikha, Jee ke dikha soneya
Haar na maan na
I intend to make the above my mantra. To achieve what's written below.
mehfuz : (adj) to be kept safe, guarded, secure, preserved or memorized.
A state of being mehfuz within me.
Bujh gayi har subah toh kya
Rootha mujhse khuda toh kya
Ho gaye hum juda toh kya
Faasle they hazaaron darmiyan
Waqt ke they hazaaron imtehaan
Fir bhi ban ke nishaan...
Meri aankhon ke chhipe dard mein
Aansoo ki tarah, main mehfuz hoon
Meri honthon ke chhipe lavs mein
Khamoshi ki tarah, main mehfuz hoon
Meri yaadon mein, mehfuz hoon
Meri baaton mein, mehfuz hoon
I am on my way. It is a long journey. But I am hopeful and confident of making it.
It has been 12 years since I last did a purge. Purging of people I no longer need, also realising that they no longer need me too. So why should I hang on to some distant memory, a minimal yet unfulfilled expectation or promise?
So out you go!
Aired at 5/31/2006 02:27:00 pm
16 Comment(s):
At 6/01/2006 10:43 am,
Anonymous said…
Way to go buddy!
At 6/01/2006 10:48 am,
Hyde said…
Ah, but you will see this kind of realisations once in a while here. :-)
At 6/01/2006 9:51 pm,
March Hare said…
how do u manage to do that?? I have tried soooo hard...but I can't...
At 6/02/2006 10:33 am,
Hyde said…
Distraction. Try not to think about it, and if you find yourself thinking about it, start doing something else. Some activity that requires physical work, like arranging your clothes or cleaning up your room.
It takes time. :-)
At 6/04/2006 11:18 pm,
Anonymous said…
Teach me how to do it too.. :-)
--Me
At 6/05/2006 9:46 am,
Hyde said…
*scratching head* Who is this?
But the answer to your question lies in what I told sen. Add grocery shopping that list, but make sure you do it when chances of a long queue is slim. Otherwise your thoughts will begin to wander...
At 6/05/2006 1:05 pm,
Anonymous said…
yer right abt distraction! no room for any thoughts makes life a little simpler i guess...
At 6/05/2006 1:09 pm,
Hyde said…
Time, not room.
If you do not have any time, you will be a lot happier.
At 6/05/2006 2:12 pm,
mad angles said…
12 years! I do it like once every 6 months or so. But perhaps i need to do it more often than you...
At 6/05/2006 2:15 pm,
Hyde said…
Let's say I give people a really long rope to hang themselves. :-)
At 6/05/2006 6:48 pm,
manuscrypts said…
hmmm, euphoric ? :)
At 6/05/2006 6:50 pm,
Hyde said…
Looks like you are the first person to get the context. :-)
At 6/06/2006 6:42 am,
Anonymous said…
:)
At 6/07/2006 10:01 am,
that girl in pink said…
long time, no post...
At 6/07/2006 10:09 am,
Hyde said…
Patience child, patience.
At 6/20/2006 9:18 am,
Anonymous said…
this one is sure gonna be of some help to me..:-)
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